Confessing away here. This world – note I don’t use ‘life’ – leaves me, bit sad and flat. (Or, seems/feels so, in these early sleep-not hours). Hardly know half the time why I type this or TS?
Oh guess me do: Hopeful, as yet not unconfirmed, obedience. The drive not to be a hypocrite. A crying in the wilderness. Wailing and what the Bible . . .
Back to the blues? Two faults; Past consideration and being 'blue' by choice. Without specific reason and moaning to myself is darn dumb. Getting down is without sight. Can be about me -- or them/you/the world?
Typically, one calls in the other. So what, go, 'put on a happy...'? Well no and yes. And is, being oh-so-well, as . . .
This world is abusive. A terrible summery. If nothing else, makes me want to run to God.
Have half-an-hour and space. Oh precious minutes. Type and towards-God go. Thinking up and groaning, talking out, remembering, and yet forgetting or resisting, quietly embracing and hoping, break up the ground and treading grapes. What's in and . . .
Viewing the world and flipping between positively or negatively is easy done. Carefree and all that presently matters is typically the pos-mode. Perhaps with something up and coming an encouragement. Negative has a wide ol'gamut. Circumstances leave us only able to deal and struggle with the space around us. So overwhelming of need and . . .
If all revolves around Jesus, the overall undermining of 'words' is an important dark-side tactic. The post-modern response to Jesus-claiming is it's more unknowable soup. The offspring of post-mod. is the hip view and the multiverse of many realities. A fluidity and our perceptions, an illusion such that words are themselves . . .
In frustration this morning, this'll be a shortie. About to rap on about the way believe words work but money-based activity is unexpectedly causing hassle and distress. M'grand theoreticals deplete away in the let-downs of life. Think: Ain't that a thing? Not seeing the dangers ahead of me (1.) and the ever-ever popular let down . . .
Leaving out a question mark and as an affirmative, (we) who are... the going ones. Overheard or open appeal, who will go for us? demonstrate God has needs and nothing but our voluntarily hear-up and service will do. There are no shortcuts. Only a final 'return' in open glory will change this. Until that day, we are God's . . .