Taking a position of faith over something is not about can-God? -- But, have I... And here comes m'self crowding in, to nag nag-nag nag, about not earning and failures. How to pay? Meritocracy, not grace.
Another consideration is what God wants? Could be a choice and God's not always into the prescriptive but how about if asking for the know-how, wisdom... what say?
Getting into surrender is good, which often seems, a resurrection prerequisite. Although, could argue a death in all desires. Only God now and the rest as and in this -- whatever follows.
The up of living the downer in crashing and thoughtless abandonment brings the need for God. Material health and physical health -- that of course -- with loved ones about, all makes living for God, easy/er.
Early rising to write this is a never-not astounding blessing. At least am not that unaware's.
OK, swift on to scamper off. Might scoop and truth, pray-up, as-go, and best-can. The tick is tocking. The message, TO me/here; Call on, requires less, not more. Old boys and gals of the past -- have it right to admire -- sometimes sold themselves and gave all away to get their call done. And shut-away. Granted this web-spouting is not-that but if I bothered to check viewer/nos would be close enough.
'That's me in the corner, that's me...' Making this a super shortie one, to write; God is well-able to communicate.
In hearing God and some good ground is a kind of love-light flowing. There's this. What we're made for. Making-love. Bringing engagement through stir-up and faith-filled talk. A song on and soak along. Anything that manifests the claim and reality, in exertion and sincerity. Wrestle in a verse, yet often seems, cold and distant. Get up and go to. Somewhere... and be open. God speaks -- is one and no-doubt confirming the present one.
Not in a draining slavery of a place is something to count as a blessing, therefore make a slave to...
-- the right response.
Need for God. Circumstances and what concerns is a upside down and back up. Yesterday on Happiness Lessons lad says; 'driving off a very high cliff and still being alive'.
Blessed -- and whosoever -- us.